To be completely candid, the title is exactly what I’m dealing with. I have had a massive writer’s “block”, and I’m currently publishing this off my iPhone. I haven’t been eating well, I haven’t been to the gym, and my anxiety has been out of scope.
Dating has been messing with my mental health. Not a man-hater or anything, but I can say dating has taken a toll on my mental health. Instead of taking care of me, I find myself using dating to fill voids. Voids of Texas. Voids of Family. Voids of Faith.
I’m glad I have recognized this early. I decided to get a gym membership and because it’s something I have to pay for, I’ll be more prone to hold myself accountable and get my ass in gear. I need to go back to planning out my meals.
My months have been extremely busy, but I need to take my time in investing in my mental health.
I’m not saying I’m taking a break, I’m saying I’m going to refocus my priorities and put my mental health and physical health first.
I’ll be at the gym tonight!
Xo
Good luck and if you ever need someone to talk to or listen let me know! Praying for you, Buddy.